I’m spending a lot of time on planes now. For the most part I don’t mind it, and sometimes I rather enjoy it. Last night I flew from the East Coast to Seattle. Six hours of time without a (good) book to read allowed me to write in my journal. I’ve just completed a journey through parts of Holland, Germany and the Czech Republic. My mind has been occupied with sorting all the experiences I had…trying to create some cohesion in the face of such wide disparity. No success so far.
I thumbed through the older pages in my journal to see if there was a clue about my journey hidden away and I came across something I had written several months ago: “We walk in the light cast by our searching soul.”
This is a time of change for me (time zones, homes, artistic direction). Birthdays are good markers for reflecting on what has come before…and to clarify our goals and desires for the coming year. My trip to Europe amplified so many questions for me. What direction will I take? Will I find answers to questions that have haunted me for years…questions of the nature of humanity and our propensity for destruction that exists as the twin to our capacity for love? Can I create even more solitude in my life and how do I balance that with working to create a more public face for my photography?
Though I have learned that change is the best way to move forward it can still be difficult. Often we can find direction in observing where we’ve been and how it’s led us to where we are. The path might surprise you. The unexpected turn can seem perfectly aligned when viewed from a distance. Embrace change, it’s our only constant.
Re-reading that one sentence gave me hope and a bit of added strength. When darkness envelops, even the tiniest spark of light offers warm, courage, and a direction, even if for only a few steps. We all have that spark within. So my birthday wish is that we all nurture our sparks so that they become flames and the flames create beacons. Those beacons will light our way and could ease the path for many others.
Shine your light.
And perhaps more eloquently:
“Make the most of yourself by fanning the tiny, inner sparks of possibility into flames of achievement.” ~ Golda Meir